Showing posts with label panic. Show all posts
Showing posts with label panic. Show all posts

Sunday, September 8, 2024

Recuperation journey 2.0: The eyes have it

 


Eight days ago I was startled by an ocular event while working at my computer.

Out of nowhere I felt a goosh in my left eye. It was a sensation I had never felt before. I got up and looked in the mirror. I looked like a monster out of a horror movie. There was no visible white in my eye. I tried to tell myself not to panic, but I did. 

I thought I should go to the emergency room. Since I'm still not driving I called a friend who has been driving me to medical appointments, etc. and told her I needed to go to the ER.

It was after 9 p.m. when she came over and took a look at my eye. She reassured me that although it looked terrible, she had had a similar issue a few years ago and that it would eventually fade away. 

I wasn't in pain and the bloodiness wasn't affecting my vision so we decided to wait until the next morning for our ER visit. The physician there told me I had a  subconjunctival hemorrhage - a broken blood vessel in the eye and that there really is no treatment; I would just have to wait until the blood was absorbed into my body.  Fortunately it looks much better today.

Posting this not for sympathy, but as a public service announcement because apparently it can happen at any time. 

I thought I'd be kind and not post a photo of how it looked. You're welcome!


Saturday, March 14, 2020

Precautions, panic, social distancing..what a week!


Trying to remain sane has been a challenge, when it seems like everyone is going bonkers.  

Taking proper precautions is one thing. Panicking is another.

People panicking about running out of antibacterial products, toilet paper(!), food, and on and on scares me more than contracting this awful virus. 

The stores are packed. I know because I've been in them the past few days with everyone else trying to prepare for a possible quarantine. 
I really hope folks in our community are not stockpiling the essentials. As I've heard more than once this week, "We're all in this together." 

I'm not ready to self-isolate out of fear. Although I don't have to go to an office and interact with other humans, I'm one of many people with "underlying medical conditions." I'm a kidney transplant recipient and the medications I take suppress my immune system.
My husband Ralph suffers from a form of Muscular Dystrophy and also has a compromised immune system.

I feel fine and expect to remain so. I hope everyone reading this remains healthy too.